yos ppl. bored (alone) in house. tis morning was helpin my sis n her frens to build a 3D model project 4 sch. it was so hard lorhs n i oso didn thought that the teacher was crazy enough to assign that to the class. so was prespiring n workin hard n... my sis cm back from sch n she brought her frens n they did nth as they carn do all that. thats y the teachers was kinda out of their mind.

so bored then leave them in home then went to bugis wid xy 2 find bdae gift 4 moi fren as tmr ish his bdae. and was confused wad 2 buy 4 him.xy got vry irritated as i kept saying "I DUNNOE" and so i juss pick any of them, paid n go off. then xy go apply 4 work in tampenis. so i went hm n kinda did nth till now that i blog. n yeah really hav nth to sae now. arghs k then see ya ppl, i dunnoe sm other time hahax tkcaress...

mornin ppl. ytd had an awesm bdae hahax went out wid brian n joanna to bugis. xy met us later n had a sakae buffet lols it was so excitin at first, we took a picture 2gether n was like asked the person 2 tk a picture for us and yeah we did really enjoyed the food there. err especially the unagi and the gyoza. that was te most addictive is like we ate 5 plate of each. lolz then we were like start stackin the plates then it was quite high haha took pics after another. hahax it was so fun. then i tried the WASABE as wad brian insisted lolx. it was not wad i expected. the wasabe was damn hot n spicy hahax.

aft that we went to bugis junction there n took a pic. hahax ish damn cute larhss. went 2 tk neoprint hahax Brian sae that it was 2 remember my this bdae. so sweet. hahax the neoprints was good. 1st time dun get forced 2 get one. then we went to 7eleven 2 buy drink n found that short ppl look more mature. then we sent joanna hm. went to wrong place then(marina bay) instead of marina square. lolx the place (marina bay) look so deserted larhs. lucky that smarty brian chose 2 tk train 2 cityhall. walk around n ended up at mcdonald. there we were all sleepy. decided 2 go back n xy took 196 to clementi int wid him bcos she was nearby n got so jealous. not that jealous.. jealous that i hav nobdy 2 accompany me. starrin into space lk nobdys business. so yeah so damn bored. reached hm tk a bath and died..

anyways i wanna thank u all(4 of u) 2 mk my bdae b the best eva. thanks man!

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hello people. tdy is juz not my dae. wanna do good deeds, like w8ing 4 js, ended up like that. wanna sae sry, ended up getin another scoldin. lolz. eniwei haiz many ppl complain to me that i always talk abt paul in my blog. yeah one of them ish xy. she wan me to tok abt her. so yeah tdy mooncake festival ready. now i at xy hs so yeah w8in 4 my sis to finish her wtf thng in her sch. n yeah xy wanna go to her pri sch to'play' wif her frenz. hahax i dun noe wad she mean by play. hahax juz jkin. k then tdy i md it to b patient hahax hpy de lor. erm nvm. walaocounsel smbdy yeah quite easy but comfusin lor. xy now eatin left mein her roomlk as if i emo-in like that. yeah nobdy to talk to so sianx. tmr hv to go to church n revise 4 exam. it is cmin like 2 more wks. argh scary!!! k then hav to go bhuaisss see yeah

this morning i went to choir practice n fantastically, the members that came was only 15. our instrutor, miss lee hav been expectin that so she only 'targeted' for 10 ppl come. then we were like sharin things that we learned on the 'sequences'. so thats gd coz i've prepared it. n then we learned a new 'magical' song, n its acapella. after that i hang out wif paul, hl, n shihui at the void ddeck near the sch n paul kinda taught me chem, n yarhss learnt smthing abt a chapter. that was useful. he ish the first person that teach me chem kaes. at least he ish not as busy as my other fren larhss. until carn help me. haha no offence. i juzz kiddin kaes, dun b offended. n 1 more thing i brought my guitar to choir for him 2 play. yarhs i'll nvr do that 4 other person. so he ish kinda lucky. n aft that we played the guitar, sang songs, eat n tk pics. lazzy tu downld to comp so yeah i carn post it now. eniwei xy was overslept n didn cm 4 choir so i was kinda bored but luckily i hav other carin frens. hahax n so aft that we were like walk to paul's hs n 'dropped' him there. then i went back hm by bus. so yeah mb will miss them until the sch reopen. lolx so yeah kinda l8 so i btr get goin now n sleep. haha so nitess everybody.

juz noe ths guy, BRIAN. i mean he ish cool, n the coolest person in the whole earth. k then mb my reaction was too big. lols n let me tell u this, that he loves too draw too. wad is really freakin me out ish there are many things that r similar between me n him. his drawing is fantastic n they r cool. eniwei this guy in choir, new memb, n he ish as cool as him. but ish quite stupid to follow a gal that likes him n do wadeva things she wants. im gonna KILL that gal if she ish too much. carn call her a big bully. but she ish still a BULLY. wtf lols. saturdae we were performing in s'pore conference hall. was kinda 'no ppl' except the ppl that we noe. so it was kinda a real exchange between the 2 choir so that was BORIN. then went out wif joanna, xy, n 'panda' to bugis n walk around there. so aft awhile i juz realised that i nid 2 go n joanna 2 so we went hm 2gether by mrt, n 'dropped' her at kembangan mrt. so overall was borin. N the dae b4 ytd i went to the sequences concert with sm bunch of ppl. seat with paul, hui luan, n shi hui. we seemed like some crazy bunch of ppl cheering 4 miss lee. we were like kinda scolded when we were eating in the hall during the break n tkin pictures. the stupid old guy were like tellin us but none of us were listenin, so yeah too bad. we were freezin especially paul. thx 4 sm bdy he had 2 suffer. so i lent him my tee n yarhs i was freezin too, but no harm to help a fren ritess. so we were so sleepi aft the concert had ended n gotta go back hm. took bus no 14 n made denice n paul reach hm l8.. so SRY u 2. n yeah reach hm l8 n kinda get sm scoldin but WHO CARESS MAN!!! so wk up early too n sm how not sleepy, did my hmwork so got alot of time to play comp. n that was borin too, so i really carn find anythin to mk me, myself enjoyed my first day of the hols. wtf then so this mornin i was like kinda nth to do so i woke up early n swam. the water was so damn cold. freezin agn. borin. sms-ed paul, n got no reply. k then i'll get goin coz tmr got to find my wierdo frens in choir. so yeah thats all i wanna sae. see ya

things are getting much gettin so much confusing now adays n is gettin away out of our mind. even the things that is not suppose to be in our mind, it came for no reason. actually nothing much i have to say tdy but it is really important to seek helps from our trusted one when we nid so. the wierd things is so common nowadays n also dangerous!!!

such a long time never touched this blog abt 3 months i guess. school is getting busier and studies is getting more and more difficult. sometime things that is very important to our lives can just be forgotten due to our own things. moments can just pass and leave us behind if we stay not to follow up. crushes also might be forgotten smtimes. but the things that we musnt forget is our family n frens. frenship is very important n some how we need it to live. treasuring frenship is one of the hardest thing eva. we need to share, watch what we say. losin frens is a common thing for us but it is also a very saddening thing. history repeat when graduation days or goin overseas to study comin infront of us. so treasure what eva we hav now before we lose it n regret it.

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wow. the bible camp was very fun. gotta know fantastic frenz, wonderful foods n AMAZING GOD realli came down n pour HIS love onto us.. thats the most amazing thing that had happened in my life. my life had changed, which mean no vulgar, no negative thinkin, coz all of that had been deleted since then. im so happy that new things will mirically happen in my wonderful life that GOD had given me. i was speechless n dunnoe how tu explain how happy i was in the camp itself. none can make me happier than GOD mk me happy. hahax. i was really blessed n im goin tu use this mouth not tu curse ppl but tu bring blessing tu other ppl. i really changed tu a better person, completely. i juz wan tu share this thingsto uall ppl how amazing is GOD. n he will make ALL THINGS NEW.

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i thought the days would be worse by the, but instead it went better. gotten report book. seems to be okay. my feelin became more n more mixed up. frustrated, sad, scared, n joyful in the sm tyme. carn even think wad expression tu put on my face. frenship became more meaninful to me. after all frens seems to be the best after all. hahax few days ago *or mayb until now* some bad things really botherin me. thinkin wad to do wont help. tryin new method to solve my prob, old method doesnt seem to work nowadaes. so actually it worked. so yeah thats my dae. lolx

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all the misunderstandings and all such things starting tu apear more n more everydae. sad +_+ i wan tu *(censored)* myself. thats y i borrowed a book titled "10 Things To Do Before I Die". the book is quite cool. lolz. many things happened recently - sad, happy, unbelievable, impossible, n things that is not supposed tu be in that way. my own feeling is goin tu nowhere. ups and downs. i carn even understand my own strange feelings. its ain that simple as u think. not even pain killers can stop me tu feel like that. thinkin that y day by day the things happened just gone worst over tyme. dunnoe hu to seek, nobodi care to tell. is world really that confusing? try to change the things but something jus dun wan me tu turn it the correct way. the world looks just upside down. but i will still try to turn the thing in the actual way - with sacrifies, hard work n God. *not tryin tu preach* thats all i wan tu sae. biggest apologise tu my her, so sry. 4give me pls.

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