all the misunderstandings and all such things starting tu apear more n more everydae. sad +_+ i wan tu *(censored)* myself. thats y i borrowed a book titled "10 Things To Do Before I Die". the book is quite cool. lolz. many things happened recently - sad, happy, unbelievable, impossible, n things that is not supposed tu be in that way. my own feeling is goin tu nowhere. ups and downs. i carn even understand my own strange feelings. its ain that simple as u think. not even pain killers can stop me tu feel like that. thinkin that y day by day the things happened just gone worst over tyme. dunnoe hu to seek, nobodi care to tell. is world really that confusing? try to change the things but something jus dun wan me tu turn it the correct way. the world looks just upside down. but i will still try to turn the thing in the actual way - with sacrifies, hard work n God. *not tryin tu preach* thats all i wan tu sae. biggest apologise tu my her, so sry. 4give me pls.

Labels: doubt, puzzled, sad